EXCERPT FROM "EVERYDAY WALKIN' BLUES" Posted Tuesday, Oct. 7, 2003 http://blogs.lawrence.com/murderama The morning clouds have dissolved into puddles of sulfur. I wander along the main drag, fumbling with the change in my pocket. The day comes on around me, uncaring. A raggedly looking young man falls into step beside me. I quicken my pace, hoping to avoid conversation, but he speeds up to match my gait. "Hey, dude," he whistles between his gums. "Hey, bro hold on." A flashing red light holds us at the crosswalk. The two of us are stuck together, watching cars zip through the intersection. I lean out as far as I can without falling into the street. The kid picks a scab from behind his ear. "Don't I know you from around?" "I don't see how." "No, I know you... Aren't you in a band?" "Fuck, no. I don't like music." "Really? I coulda swore you were in a band. You look like that one guy..." "Yeah, I look like a lot of guys." "Oh." The traffic thins out enough for me to make it across. I hold on to my hat and step away from the curb. The kid shouts after me, desperate: "Hey! You got a smoke for me, bro?" thursday, october 30.2003 12 jayplay