* Tune into KJNK 90.7m tonight at 7p.m. for Ad Astra Radio, a weekly local culture and art show. Tonight's show features stories on the Arkansas Literary Arts Exchange, the student farm, the MutatisMutis antidisbution at Spooner Hall and an in-studio performance by local hip-hop artist Greg Enemy. CALENDAR THURS | APRIL28TH THEOLOGY ON TAP Henry's on Eighth, 5:30 p.m. THIRSTY THURSDAYS AT THE BARREL HOUSE Barrel House, 7 p.m., $3-$5, 18+ LAWRENCE ARTS & CRAFTS GROUP Java Break, 7 p.m., all ages THE "LAWRENCE 5" THE LAWRENCE 5" Ingredient, 7:30 p.m. free, all ages MOUNTAIN STANDARD TIME Bottleneck, 8 p.m., 18+ SLEEPY SUN LUMERIAN Jackpot Music Hall, 9 p.m. THE VON EHRICS CD RELEASE PARTY THE VON EHRICS CD RELEASE PART Replay Lounge, 10 p.m. FRI | APRIL 29TH THE NEW OLD SAN ANTONIO, TALES FROM THE LITTLE BIG TOWN Lawrence Arts Center, 5 p.m. WASTE NOT, WANT NOT Social Service League, 5 p.m., all ages "WILLIAM S. SAT | APRIL30TH RECEPTION BURROUGHS: A MAN WITHIN" FILM SCREENING AND REGION AIDEN CLUB Alderson Auditorium, 5:30 p.m., free, all ages. THE DOO-DADS THE DUO-DADS Replay Lounge, 6 p.m. PANEL DISCUSSION PANE DISCUSSION: "THE BEAUTIFUL LIFE: LOOKING AT LIFE AND PERSONALIZATIONS CREATIVITY, SIDEWAYS" Hobby Taylor Lofts, 7 p.m. WHEATFIELD REBELLION Jazzhaus, 10 p.m. CATWALK FOR A CAUSE, A BENEFIT FASHION SHOW Granada, 6 p.m., 18+ LAWRENCE CIVIC SUN | MAY 1ST AWHENE CIVIC CHOIR SPRING CONCERT Free Methodist Church, 7:30 p.m. $15. 1. 455 ROCKET Slow Ride Roadhouse, 9 p.m., free.21+ Slow Ride COWBOY INDIAN COWBOY INDIAN BEAR / STIK FIGA / HAII USAGI Jackpot Music Hall, 9 p.m. USAGI Johnny's lavern West, 9 p.m., free, all ages HEADSHANDSFEAT @ JOHNNY'S WEST Johnny's Tavern ages FREE CONCERT. SHORTY GOT STRINGS/THE OLE' STANDBYS Burger Stand at the Casbah, 10 p.m., 21+ SUNFLOWER COLONELS, HELL IN THE HOLLER Replay Lounge, 6 p.m. KU OPERA, KU SYMPHONY ORQUESTRA ORCHESTRA, & KUYC "HANSEL AND GRETEL" Murphy Hall, 7:30 p.m. SPEAKEASY SUNDAY Jazzhaus, 10 p.m., $3, 21+ VENUES THE BOTTLENECK 737 NEW HAMPSHIRE ST. THE JACKPOT MUSIC HALL 943 MASSACHUSETTS ST. THE JAZZHAUS THE REPLAY LOUNGE 946 MASSACHUSETTS ST 926 1/2 MASSACHUSETTS ST. KU UNIVERSITY BAND LIED CENTER, 7:30 P.M., $5-$7 THE EIGHTH ST. TAPROOM 801 NEW HAMPSHIRE ST. FREE ARGENTINE TANGO OPEN PRÁCTICA (PRACTICE) LAWRENCE ARTS CENTER 940 NEW HAMPSHIRE ST. (PRACTICE) Signs of Life, 8 p.m., free, all ages Bottleneck, 8 p.m., 18+ KARAOKE IDOLU Jazzhaus, 10 p.m. TUES | MAY 3RD THE POOL ROOM 925 IOWA ST. THE GRANADA 1020 MASSACHUSETTS ST WILDE'S CHATEAU 24 2143 ISWA ST CONROY'S PUB 3115 W. 6TH ST., STE. D DUFFY'S 2222 W. 6TH ST. Slow Ride THE BURGER STAND 803 MASSACHUSETTS ST Roadhouse, 6 p.m. PRESENTS GREG ENEMY, FAROUT, ATILLA, BENNYKRESS Jackpot Music Hall, 6 p.m. UNCLE DIRTYTOES KJHK PRESENTS Lawrence Arts Center, 7:30 p.m., free, all ages FACULTY RECITAL SERIES: MICHAEL BAUER, ORGAN Bales Organ Recital hall, 7:30 p.m. TRANSMISSION Bottleneck, 9 p.m., $2-$3, 18+ TUESDAY WIRE SWING Kansas Union, 8 p.m., free, all ages TUESDAY NITE SWING TUESDAY WED | MAY 4TH BILLY SPEARS AND THE BEER BELLIES JOHNNY'S TAVERN, KU JAZZ ENSEMBLES JAZZ WEDNESDAYS AT THE JAYHAWKER Jayhawker, 7 p.m. CONROY'S TRIVIA JOHNNY'S TAVERN 6 P.M. CONNOR'S TRIVIA Conroy's Pub, 7:30 p.m., $5, 21+ KU JAZZ ENSEMBLES Lawrence Arts Center, 7:30 p.m. JOE PUG W/ STRAND OF OATS DOLLAR BOWLING Bottleneck, 8 p.m.. $9-$11, all ages AIRWAVES, MUSCLE WORSHIP, GENERALS Jackpot Music Hall, 9 p.m. Royal Crest Bowling Lanes, 9 p.m., $1, all ages JOAN OF ARC "Shine bright,shine far Don't be shy,be a star!" If you were a preteen circa 2001 and watched the Disney Channel, please tell me you remember this classic ballad by Tyra Banks in the TV movie Life Size. Though "Be a Star" has never seen the success of "Friday," I argue that it should. It's never too late for a comeback, especially in the name of self-confidence and a catchy beat. During my mid-college crisis last year, I could use such a sing-along pep talk. Never mind that Tyra's character is a Barbie-like doll in human form. I didn't always want to pursue a career in journalism. Brainstorming, researching, reporting, writing, editing — the process is much harder than it looks, especially with looming deadlines. Like other stressed-out undergraduates who don't get enough sleep and forget what it's like to have a social life, I had a couple breakdowns. I wondered if I even enjoyed being a journalist anymore. What did I enjoy? Throughout this period of stress and sulking, the answer came to me easily! I enjoy movies. When you're friends with girls who would pay to see Kate Hudson's new rom-com rather than the latest achingly beautiful film playing at Liberty Hall, you may be perceived as a movie snob. That's not my intention. My friends and I have an understanding of the different types of movies we appreciate and pass no judgment; however, I've never told them I went to the theater by myself one afternoon to see a Spanish-language film. As much as I appreciate, study and critique films, why was I not a film major? I took one lower-level course as a freshman and I loved it. Who knew film noir wouldn't be such a bore? If I would have known about KU Filmworks at the time, I would have liked to learn more about filmmaking by working on hands-on projects. If you, too, are a movie buff, definitely check out Ben's story about the organization on page 8 and learn how to get involved. I did plenty of daydreaming about an alternative career path involving film school, but I didn't take any action. Instead, I continued working on my journalism assignments, and, soon enough, I felt pretty good about all the work I accomplished. One of the sources I interviewed for a final feature story told me something that gave me the encouragement I needed: "My wish for you is that you use your pen to tell the truth, wherever you see it." Thanks to that special interview, I now love what I do. And if I ever need any immediate encouragement, I can always find "be a Star" on YouTube and pretend to be as fabulous as Barbie-like Tyra Banks. 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But these aren't from Band-Aids. Each square represents a patch adhered to her skin, applying the stimulant methylphenidate to boost alertness, energy and focus. A junior in architecture, Kerwin hoped to bend the limits of time, or at least of her own body, to meet a project deadline. The patches kept her awake for 78 hours straight. Illustration by Kirk Whit Lizzy Alonzi, a junior in computer science, spent about 30 hours each week on homework for just one programming class. Grueling late nights spent staring at screens in Eaton Hall's computer lab wore down her mental and emotional health every week. Steven Heger had been dating Erin Brown for six years when he began building Formula-style cars for Jayhawk Motorsports, the University's automotive racing team and capstone project for "Erin says I love the car more than her." Heger said. mechanical engineering seniors. He works 12 hours a day on the car, Monday through Friday, leaving little time for Erin, now his fiancee. Here and at other universities across the country, time-intensive programs require students to work When you work 74 hours every week, something has to give. "I started hallucinating," Kerwin said of her 78 hours without sleep. "It was before a review, where you take everything you completed before a project — site plans, floor plans and so on. Those are the times you get little sleep in studio." Studio, the class and classroom where design models are built plays a demanding role in the world of architecture students. The patches Kerwin used were prescribed to her as an ADHD medication. Its makers recommend one per day for nine hours. She applied a fresh patch every eight hours, for three days. 50- to 100-hour weeks preparing for careers where such commitments are either compensated or illegal. Along the way, students must choose daily between their professional futures and their own health. Often, they endanger both. That semester, Kerwin worked at studio most nights from 6 p.m. until 2 a.m., or "around eight hours a night, five days a week." That's 40 hours — for most, a full workweek. The actual class for Kerwin's studio met three times each week for four They learn, work, eat and often sleep there in an attempt to bring design ideas to life as scaled-down buildings. and a half hours each class. That's 13 and a half hours. On rough weeks, Kerwin would pull two "all nighters," working straight through until morning. That's 12 more. Adding it up, she often worked 65 hours per week, all for one class. If Kerwin opted to attend her non-studio classes instead of squeezing in a nap, that number rose to 74 hours. But when you work 74 hours every week, something has to give. All contents, unless stated otherwise, © 2011 The University Daily Kansan With little time to cook healthy meals, she ate mostly junk food, preferably Cheez-Its. She rarely exercised or maintained friendships with students outside of studio. She drank so many Rockstar energy drinks to stay up one semester that, as a joke, she began pinning them on her studio's wall. There were more than 100 cans in all. The high caffeine in energy drinks causes dehydration, and dehydration causes kidney stones, which Kerwin developed in following months. SEE TIME ON PAGE 3A INDEX Classifieds...9A Crossword...7A Cryptoquips...7A Opinion...6A Sports...10A Sudoku...7A Forecasts by University students. For a complete detailed forecast for the week, see page 2A. ONLINE AT KANSAN.COM Highway speed limits may rise because of new bill Gov. Sam Brownback signed a bill that will allow multi-lane highways to raise speed from 70 mph to 75 mph. FOOTBALL | 10A Annual football spring game set for Saturday The coaches will decide if this game will be in a traditional game format or a less-formal defense versus offense game. ---