FEATURE 11 By Joel Petterson jpetterson@kansan.com This story was originally published Thursday, October 29, 2009. It's hard to decide what the soccer team's seniors will be most remembered for: their extraordinary talent or their dance moves. This Friday is Senior Day for Kansas, and it will be a little more serious than the fun-loving seniors would prefer. The team needs a victory against Missouri and for either Baylor or Texas Tech to lose to advance to the Big 12 Tournament. "It's not just Senior Day,but it's also the game that potentially makes or breaks our season," senior Monica Dolinsky says. But don't expect Dolinsky and her four senior classmates to be too somber — it just wouldn't be their style. "We play so much better when we're having fun," senior Estelle Johnson says. Playing well and having fun has defined this class since they arrived as freshmen. All five—Dolinsky, Johnson, erywhere at all the other programs." "Our team has the most team chemis try I've ever seen throughout club or high school,"she said. "We do what we do for each other, and they're huge role models." This year, the relationship shared by the five seniors has shaped the dynamic of the entire team. From the beginning of the season, the seniors focused on including every player regardless of playing time or class. Francis said that attitude has allowed the team's underclassmen to flourish. "They've done a great job of integrating them in, and obviously those guys have contributed a lot," he said. "I think the seniors have had a lot to do with that." Junior Caitlin Noble said the tightknit atmosphere set by the seniors has motivated the team all year. Despite a great team dynamic, the season hasn't turned out to be as rewarding as the seniors might have hoped. The team is now entering the last game and holds few postseason hopes. This is a far cry from the beginning of the season when the team chanted its goal of "Big 12 Champs" after every practice. "It's been the past four years of my life. And now that it's over,it's kind of like, What now?'” — Shannon McCabe, senior forward and their classmates Kim Boyer, Julie Hanley, and Shannon McCabe—were talented enough to play significantly in their first year, and since then they've become the core of the team. "It's been a very good group for us," coach Mark Francis said. "We knew they had that potential, and they've all improved since they've been here." During their careers, the seniors have earned weekly and All-Big 12 honors, they've been recognized by national publications and their names sit near the top of multiple Kansas career statistics lists. But the seniors would rather reminisce about pre-game dances and botched hair dye jobs than discuss records and statistics. "We'll remember all the road trips and all the stupid dances and all the dumb things we always did," Hanley said. Adventures ranging from sharing dorm rooms as freshmen to a team trip to Brazil last year have helped to make the group inseparable. They now share a friendship that transcends just sports. "You can't really put our relationships into words." Dolinsky said. But the seniors aren't dwelling on what could have been. Hanley agreed. "It sounds so stupid, and everyone says it, but they're like sisters," Hanley said. "I just don't think you get that ev- "You can sit here and say all the 'what if's and drive yourself crazy about it, and if you're not in the tournament it doesn't make any difference," said Hanley. Johnson emphasized the positives. "This is the best team I've ever been on at Kansas for sure," said Johnson. "We've had some great players here like Holly Gault and Afton Saurer, but I'd say, as a team, this is the best team I've ever played on. It just sucks that little things have cost us games." "I'm sure I'll probably cry because it's been the past four years of my life," McCabe added. "And now that it's over, it's kind of like, 'What now?' Whether the Jayhawks continue on to the postseason or end up playing their last game this Friday, one thing is certain: None of the seniors are ready to end their careers and leave the team that has defined their college experience. Top: Senior midfielder Dolinsky outruns a Texas Tech midfielder during their game on Oct 9. The Jayhawks scored three straight goals to overcome an early 1-0 deficit to defeat the Red Dairy 3-2. "It'll hit me when we're all done and I don't have to come to practice and meetings and have it be a part of every day of my life." she said. Right now, the seniors' post-graduation plans range from coaching to graduate school to professional soccer, Boyer agrees. Weston White/KANSAN Tanner Grubbs/KANSAM Bottom: Senior forward Kim Boyer dribbles past a Texas Tech defender. Boyer made plays happen after coming in the second half for 29 minutes and two assists in Kansas' 3-2 win. but each said they would be sure keep in touch with each other. "When I look back on the whole experience, I'm not going to remember our record or anything like that," McCabe said. "We're going to remember the times we had together, the crazy goals we scored, and the relationships. That's really what it's about." Follow Joel Petterson at twitter.com/j_petter. THE UNIVERSITY DAILY KANSAN THE WAVE DECEMBER 4,2009